About the lord and me.

Sometimes I asked my life why it seems so difficult to passed on. Then I asked God to let me know what will happen with my life 2 or 3 yr ahead? I always thinking that there will be a great future for me so I need to wait and patienly do my best until the time show me it'll be come true and God promises its always on time.
Its not lie if sometimes I got jealousy with others, but it doesnt mean I hate them and feel being unlucky person. We r just human,and we can't deny to have feeling like that.
God I know u never broke the promises, please gimme strength to pass all the things that I should have finished at this time.